Ugh I need to break through this barrier and get myself into the 260's. We went to a birthday party yesterday and I ate pizza and a very small piece of cake so that was kind of a splurge for me. Waivering between 270-71 the past few days and I would just love to see the scale say 269.

I am having a hard time seeing the changes the weight loss has brought too. I hope it's more obvious to others when looking at me but when I look at myself of course I am more critical. I thought when I looked at my body in the mirror this morning that my top tummy fat roll looked a little smaller and my back fat is starting to look a little more trim as well. It's such a very small difference so far. My BMI is also finally under 40!!!It's 39.29. That's pretty huge for me! Once I got under 275 I weighed the least I have weighed in probably 5-6 years. I think I was around 270 when I worked in medical records and that was about 6 years ago. I think I need to take an almost naked pic of me so that I can look and see the difference in a month or two.